Truth is, it takes a very special person to be able to handle me. Because truth is, I am a handful. I require a lot of attention and I have quite a few of insecurities. I wont openly show them, but if you take the time to get to know me they will slowly show themselves. And truth is I have been through a lot. Things I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. But I won't just tell you what those things are, you have to earn my trust and maybe if I feel your genuine enough I'll consider telling you half of what I've gone through. And if you get that far I hope that what I tell you wont scare you off. Because truth is, most everyone I have opened up to got to the point of partial trust and when I told them some of the reasons why I am the way I am they ran the other way. Like I said, it takes a very special person to handle me... Trust is, I don't always know how to handle me... I battle myself a lot. In my heart I feel one way, but my mind tells me I shouldn't feel that way, or at least I shouldn't show that I feel that way... Truth is, I really want to meet / find someone one day that is not only capable of understanding me and what I've been through but willing to take me for who I am and work with me through every last insecurity and fault.
Because truth is, I am a very good person deep down and I have more then a lot to offer, but I need help to work on me and my past issues and maybe after all that is said and done my true colors will shine and I will find true happiness.
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