Something new

For so long i have refused to let anyone / anything new into my life. I am always afraid of getting hurt or let down. But lately that has changed. I am doing something I never thought I would do. I am turning around and going back home and starting all over. I normally push change away or run from it but surprisingly I'm embracing it. And I am actually very excited to see the out come!

I am also allowing someone new in my life, which is very rare. And by allowing I mean I am actually opening up and letting things happen. I am not letting my past get in the way and I am not letting past experiences fog my thoughts and feelings. The best part about it is it caught me off guard. In a way it's scary but then again exciting. Again I cant wait to see where it goes.

I think I'm really liking all of this change and new that's going on.

I just hope that things continue to go this way. For the first time in a very very long time things are looking up.