Fairytale

As stupid and as childish as it may sound I want to find  my fairytale. I still feel like a little girl sometimes hoping for her prince charming to come throw rocks at her window and write her little love letters. I know the odds of me ever finding that one guy that can take my breath away when he walks past me and make my heart race just by looking at me are slim to none. But I cant help but wish. I thought I had all of this and more with someone in my past but come to find out it was nothing that i thought it was. And sadly that has put quite the damper on my fairytale dream. I just wonder is it actually possible to have something that special and incredible? I see certain relationships between my loved ones and some of them are incredible but I wonder, are those type of relationships a thing of the past? I mean they do say chivalry is dead... which I think is sad. I love when a guy holds the door open for me. I think it is adorable when a guy can stand in front of everyone and pull a chair out for a girl. And what ever happened to opening the car door for a lady? I personally think all of those gestures are precious. They aren't 100% necessary but they do help a girl feel special. I think it is kind of silly... At least more then half of the people I know are looking for the same thing I am... maybe not the whole fairytale dream but most everyone is looking for happiness and love. But no one is taking the first step to make things happen... None of the girls are willing to admit how they feel towards a guy and none of the guys and brave enough to attempt to sweep a girl off her feet. Everyone is so scared to get hurt that they aren't willing to take a chance... Maybe I will get brave enough and admit how I'm feeling... Or maybe I'll just hope someday a guy will find me and sweep me off my feet and show me true love isn't a thing of the past...